Stepping Into Motherhood

How hard is it to be a mother? After all, I thought of what this parenting thing really entails. Before I gave birth to my dear Summer, I am pretty excited yet scared because I am about to make a huge step in my life. Sure, I knew it’s going to be hard including changing lots of diapers and even lose sleep every now and then. Continue reading “Stepping Into Motherhood”

Dealing with Baby Blues

After I gave birth to Alessandria Summer, I was overjoyed because I can finally hold the baby that I had in my womb for 9 months. During my days in the hospital, me and my husband always visit our baby in the NICU just to see her and check how she’s doing. After 3 days in the hospital, we already went home together with our little bundle of joy. The first week was really hard for me. I had a sudden feeling of sadness, anxiety,mood swings, and restlessness. I had bouts of crying and irritability. Continue reading “Dealing with Baby Blues”

My Beautiful Transformation

You’re probably wondering what kind of transformation I am referring to in my title. First of all, life is interesting. Why? It is full of unforeseen events. I don’t know what lies ahead of me that’s why I always have a diverse of feelings. During my preadulthood and as I age, I kept on wondering what is the purpose of my life. Continue reading “My Beautiful Transformation”

I Choose Happiness

It’s been months when 2014 started. Actually, it has been such a good welcome to me especially with my new found friends and love ones. But as weeks, days and hours passed by, it seemed not to be so good. Some things had changed. There’s this instance wherein I have to deal with such pain and unhappy moments.  I even blamed myself for letting that happen to me.

You can not easily drop a person out of your mind. Especially when that person left a special mark on your heart. Yes, once in a while those memories will just pop into my mind, but with no hard feelings and tears, just a smile on my face.

I know those certain things that happened before couldn’t be forgotten but if I learn to let go of it, I can have the chance of freeing myself out of misery.

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Just like what the good life quote said, “Life goes on” and I must stick to that. I realized that there are so much to look forward to. I won’t be able to find it if I keep on looking backwards. And the only key to that is by being HAPPY 🙂

 

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Happy people are the most beautiful one.

There’s gon’ be some stuff we see that’s gonna make it hard to smile in the future. But through whatever we see, through all the rain and the pain, we gotta keep our sense of humor, we gotta be able to smile through all this s***.

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Forever 21 stripes bandage skirt | Top from Bazaar

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Brown wedge shoes from Celine

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Being totally happy will work if you like what you do, believe all things will work out just fine, see the world for yourself, and have fun! Enjoy life, go forth, don’t hesitate, whatever situation you may find in, whatever heartbreak, get over it and laugh it off. If you’re dancing your way through, who knows.. someone just might dance with you 😉

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Continue to share your heart with people even if it has been broken. Don’t treat your heart like an action figure wrapped in plastic and never used.

Life’s short, don’t waste it being sad. Be who you are, be happy, be free. Be whatever you want to be.